I wish I knew.

John St John,  Flickr

John St John, Flickr

I tried to tell you,
all that was on my mind.

I tried to show you
how much I cared.

I didn’t really want
that extra blanket
but I knew you did.

I painted the walls vanilla
because I knew
you didn’t like chocolate.

I stretched my wings
and crossed many oceans
just to be like you.

It didn’t work.

I’m not sorry
for trying
but I wonder,

If I hadn’t changed
my name
so many times,
maybe now
I’d know
who I am.

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About Carolyn Riker

A creative explorer using the magic of imagination, surfing the sea of understanding and finding bridges to connect it all.
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3 Responses to I wish I knew.

  1. How we change ourselves to try and please, till at times we don’t know who we are ourselves. 💜

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